and it`s finally my b`day :D :D i thought she would either call or text me in the midnight.. i know she isn`t of that type, she prefers wishing early in the morning. so, i tried to calm down. I was very disappointed when my other friends started wishing me and i was still waiting for her. and then it`s finally morning, as soon as i woke up, i looked at my phone with half an eye open to check if i have got calls from her :) and then i waited till 8:30 and then decided that she doesn`t know it`s my b`day, but i was still hoping. I went through a very hard night waiting for her to wish me first. and then i turned my phone to flight mode. i was very depressed, so i didn`t want to hear anyone else wishing me.. i didn`t want to feel it was my b`day, i just wanted to feel like it was any other day.
i woke up, took a shower, was very hungry yet i didnt feel like eating. Yes, i don`t feel like eating when im low.. so, have again hit bed.. and woke up at noon.. went straight to the bar and drank a lot of beer.. i hate drinking. i mean, i only drink very occasionally, and i hate to drink on my b`day.. but i just had to, so i would be high and keep her off my mind. and then went for a dinner and a movie after that. i returned to my place around 2:30.. and then removed my phone from flight mode and then saw her texts and whatsapp messages where she was wished me, invited me to her place and she made all the food, i love :( damn, she`s so sweet and adorable :( want an idiot i was to put my phone in flight mode. and now my brains hurt thinking, why would she cook everything i love on my b`day :| i do know she`s making a cookery blog, she might have cooked for that too.. but for some string reason, i felt she cooked for me, to make me happy :D hmm.. i don`t know what i mean to her, but she means everything to me. this day is supposed to be the special day for me, but this was just yet an any other day, thinking, dreaming about her :)
love you my pie!
i woke up, took a shower, was very hungry yet i didnt feel like eating. Yes, i don`t feel like eating when im low.. so, have again hit bed.. and woke up at noon.. went straight to the bar and drank a lot of beer.. i hate drinking. i mean, i only drink very occasionally, and i hate to drink on my b`day.. but i just had to, so i would be high and keep her off my mind. and then went for a dinner and a movie after that. i returned to my place around 2:30.. and then removed my phone from flight mode and then saw her texts and whatsapp messages where she was wished me, invited me to her place and she made all the food, i love :( damn, she`s so sweet and adorable :( want an idiot i was to put my phone in flight mode. and now my brains hurt thinking, why would she cook everything i love on my b`day :| i do know she`s making a cookery blog, she might have cooked for that too.. but for some string reason, i felt she cooked for me, to make me happy :D hmm.. i don`t know what i mean to her, but she means everything to me. this day is supposed to be the special day for me, but this was just yet an any other day, thinking, dreaming about her :)
love you my pie!
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