Had a very sleeplessness night, couldn’t even sleep for 1 hour straight.. she completely occupied my dreams all the night. I`m getting restless day by day. She`s a strong female, she said a No, kani, ekkadooo oka chinna hope that she will dare to take it forward..
allisi pothuna :( don’t know what to do, don’t know how to convince her, don’t know what to write here too :’(
9:25 am
What a coincidence it was, we met in the parking lot :D thought we both can take the elevator, kani, some guy from my office also came :@ she started going to yoga early in the morning, for a week.. and she`s not supposed to eat until she`s done with yoga, when I met, she had a very bad head ache :( I wish I could take her pain :(
9:38 am
She pinged me saying she`s off for bf.. I`m also very hungry 8-) haven’t eaten anything since last night :D hmm, I can`t eat if my manasu is not ok 8-)
Hope her head ache gets better after eating..
I told her that I will not disturb her today as she`s has a head ache, kani, I just reminded that tomorrow is the last day for us to decide..
Sometimes I feel I`m literally begging her and losing my respect, kani, aa feeling vachinapudu, I feel, chappi ne kadha anippistundi.. and she also likes me kadha anipistundi.. hmm, whatever, let her take decision, if at all she doesn’t find what she wants in me, she`ll say a no.. at least, thanu aina happy gha vuntundi kadha :D why and from when did I become a cry baby :D always crying :D :D hehehe :D
11:09 am
Going to take water to see her
11:22 am
I know she wasn’t there, she was away since 5 mins, aina nennu vella to get water, I thought she would have gone to loo and by the time I fill water, she will come out anukuna, it`s been 15 mins now, I hope she`s fine :’(
11:40 am
She`s still away, I texted her, no reply, she`s last seen on whastapp on 11:09 am, em ayyindi nanna :( are you ok?
11:48 am
Hmm, searched office reception, and went to pantry and found her.. she was talking with raja,, hmm, she was giggling and seemed normal.. hmm, was she so busy to reply my text? Didn’t she know I was worried, I love this ignore mantra she`s using on me :D
Eefing hellll!!!!
11:53 am
She`s back after 40 mins break, where she didn’t even find a minute to reply me :D
2:17 pm
Just came back from lunch, em thinna le.. anu figured, I wasn’t okay, so he pulled me out .. he ate, I had Tropicana.. whomever I see, whatever I see, I can only see her.. anu caught me with tears, several times, he just patted, I guess, he understood the pain :)
And when I came back, surprisingly she was at my desk, talking to rat.. she came for me I guess :D I mean, I thought.. but as soon as I stepped in, she moved away :O . I unlocked my lappy and saw her reply to my ping, and she was feeling better and she had her lunch *sigh* and I asked her if she came for me, *I was excited with in, cause for sure she would`ve come for me :D* kani, she didn’t come for me 8-) rat ki edho doubt unde, so she came.. hmm :)
3:10 pm
She pinged me :D did she miss me :D? siggu lee kunda, adigesa.. repl ivvale.. I didn’t want to hear her no.. so nenne.. back to back questions adiga.. hmm, as usual, 1 min ani cheppi, jump ayyindi, 10 mins wait chesa, ping le.. I know she`ll be busy with her work.. more than work, andhari attention tha na paina ne :@ andhar ki, thane kavali to talk :@ :@ at the end, it`s me who`ll be missing her the most :( how I wish she could understand how badly I`m missing her :)
4:00 pm
Hmm, gurthu osthoondi, tea kosam veldhama ani thinking, 8-) so I can see her 8-)
4:07 pm
She went for coffee with her friends, naku 1 min ani cheppi, 1 hour ayyindi and 1 hour break teesukuntundi, eppudu inthe :@ neeku plli ayyaka vundhi ve :@ nadumu giili pedutha :@ nee m kuda :@
Missing you nanna :( time deggara peduthundi kadha, morning nunchi I`m in nonstop tears :(
Manam pelli chesukuntunam kadha :(
allisi pothuna :( don’t know what to do, don’t know how to convince her, don’t know what to write here too :’(
9:25 am
What a coincidence it was, we met in the parking lot :D thought we both can take the elevator, kani, some guy from my office also came :@ she started going to yoga early in the morning, for a week.. and she`s not supposed to eat until she`s done with yoga, when I met, she had a very bad head ache :( I wish I could take her pain :(
9:38 am
She pinged me saying she`s off for bf.. I`m also very hungry 8-) haven’t eaten anything since last night :D hmm, I can`t eat if my manasu is not ok 8-)
Hope her head ache gets better after eating..
I told her that I will not disturb her today as she`s has a head ache, kani, I just reminded that tomorrow is the last day for us to decide..
Sometimes I feel I`m literally begging her and losing my respect, kani, aa feeling vachinapudu, I feel, chappi ne kadha anippistundi.. and she also likes me kadha anipistundi.. hmm, whatever, let her take decision, if at all she doesn’t find what she wants in me, she`ll say a no.. at least, thanu aina happy gha vuntundi kadha :D why and from when did I become a cry baby :D always crying :D :D hehehe :D
11:09 am
Going to take water to see her
11:22 am
I know she wasn’t there, she was away since 5 mins, aina nennu vella to get water, I thought she would have gone to loo and by the time I fill water, she will come out anukuna, it`s been 15 mins now, I hope she`s fine :’(
11:40 am
She`s still away, I texted her, no reply, she`s last seen on whastapp on 11:09 am, em ayyindi nanna :( are you ok?
11:48 am
Hmm, searched office reception, and went to pantry and found her.. she was talking with raja,, hmm, she was giggling and seemed normal.. hmm, was she so busy to reply my text? Didn’t she know I was worried, I love this ignore mantra she`s using on me :D
Eefing hellll!!!!
11:53 am
She`s back after 40 mins break, where she didn’t even find a minute to reply me :D
2:17 pm
Just came back from lunch, em thinna le.. anu figured, I wasn’t okay, so he pulled me out .. he ate, I had Tropicana.. whomever I see, whatever I see, I can only see her.. anu caught me with tears, several times, he just patted, I guess, he understood the pain :)
And when I came back, surprisingly she was at my desk, talking to rat.. she came for me I guess :D I mean, I thought.. but as soon as I stepped in, she moved away :O . I unlocked my lappy and saw her reply to my ping, and she was feeling better and she had her lunch *sigh* and I asked her if she came for me, *I was excited with in, cause for sure she would`ve come for me :D* kani, she didn’t come for me 8-) rat ki edho doubt unde, so she came.. hmm :)
3:10 pm
She pinged me :D did she miss me :D? siggu lee kunda, adigesa.. repl ivvale.. I didn’t want to hear her no.. so nenne.. back to back questions adiga.. hmm, as usual, 1 min ani cheppi, jump ayyindi, 10 mins wait chesa, ping le.. I know she`ll be busy with her work.. more than work, andhari attention tha na paina ne :@ andhar ki, thane kavali to talk :@ :@ at the end, it`s me who`ll be missing her the most :( how I wish she could understand how badly I`m missing her :)
4:00 pm
Hmm, gurthu osthoondi, tea kosam veldhama ani thinking, 8-) so I can see her 8-)
4:07 pm
She went for coffee with her friends, naku 1 min ani cheppi, 1 hour ayyindi and 1 hour break teesukuntundi, eppudu inthe :@ neeku plli ayyaka vundhi ve :@ nadumu giili pedutha :@ nee m kuda :@
Missing you nanna :( time deggara peduthundi kadha, morning nunchi I`m in nonstop tears :(
Manam pelli chesukuntunam kadha :(
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